Over the weekend I hurt a friends feelings and that is something that I hate doing. I hate when I know that I let someone down. I hate when I don't keep my word. It isn't the person that I am and then I feel like a big piece of shit for quite some time. Rather than let myself feel like that for too long, I made sure to rectify the situation as best as I could. Granted, it still doesn't make up for not being there on the special day, I think it at least helped a little.
I not only took a present for the birthday that was missed, but I brought my good friend some chocolate. I tried to have sad eyes too because I heard she can't be mad at sad eyes. Shannon, I am truly sorry for letting you down. I know no matter what I do, it doesn't excuse it, but I hope today at least helped a little. I really enjoyed the time that we spent and playing with Brandon. He is such a little man and reminds me so much of Seth in so many ways. I can't wait to get the two of them together. In fact, I enjoyed tonight so much, that I had a hard time leaving to go to a BBQ with Eli and our kids. I honestly can't wait until the next time. It was a blast. And hopefully you enjoy your little peace offering. I know I enjoyed my share already!!!!