It is times like now when I wish that I was anonymous blogging. That no one in my personal life knew about my blog and that way I could speak freely and openly about things that are going on. My life is absolutely wonderful. Work on the other hand...ugh. I learned my lesson the hard way with my other job. But man, oh man could I unleash about some things. It almost makes me want to start one, somewhere, where I can write openly about anything and everything in life - work, friends, family, sex, just life in general! Thank God I have the other blog that is private now so that I can still be real, open, and honest. It feels so good to vent about things, to get input from others, and to realize that I am not the only one.
I have been home just over an hour from work and getting the kids now and have accomplished so much. Swae's homework is done...other than her reading. And that is the last thing we do at night. We all sit on the couch, as a family, and she reads to us. We love it. She loves it. She is becoming such a wonderful little reader. Sorry, totally off track. Anyhow, homework is done, snacks are packed for tomorrow for both kiddos, lunches are made for Swae, Eli, and I. Now I just have dinner to do, which will be super easy. Kids want burritos. And that sounds so good to me.
Oh and I don't think I have ever spent as much time making a peanut butter and jelly sandwich as I did tonight. I know, I know. How hard could it be? Well, when you are trying to make a HEART pb&j sandwich, it takes some skill. After at least ten minutes, I finally got it. I am hoping it will be a nice little surprise for Swae tomorrow at lunch. I am always trying to do sweet and special things for her. And I am always just to put a little note in there to let her know that her daddy and I love her very much!
I am feeling really good. I feel like I am finally getting a grip on financial things. I even have the rest of the month of daycare paid. AND!!!! We are saving money while still able to buy a few last minute things for Skylar before she comes. It is a wonderful feeling.
Any my husband is just getting home, so this ramble is coming to an end...for now! :)