Tonight is the beginning of laying my Sweet Grams to rest. 4pm starts the family viewing, then 5pm for everyone else and then the Rosary. I don't know how ready I am for tonight at all. I know that my mom is an absolute wreck and that is super hard for me considering she is the strong one of the family. Not only that, I have such a strong vivid picture of her healthy in my mind. Not when she was sick and not doing well. Man-o-man. Thank God I will be surrounded by my family, the people that matter most in this world. Our family is full of so much love, I am seriously blessed.
Tomorrow morning at 10, is the funeral, followed by the burial at our family cemetery, and then the wake after. It is going to be an emotional rest of the week.