Wednesday, June 17, 2009

It's Official

I have lost my freaking mind. I am spacing things and forgetting everything. I don't know what the hell is going on. On top of that, I am a tad on the emotional side. It's terrible. I hate this feeling. I feel like I am failing as a wife and a mom. Eli is assuring me otherwise, yet I can't help but still have that in the back of my head. I wish that everything would come together and get back on track so I am not such a spacey freaking airhead! Ugh!!!!!

The bridal shower was absolutely beautiful. Gorgeous and fun and relaxing and perfect. I didn't use my camera at all, so I don't have any pictures. There were two there and I will be getting the CD's and then will post the pictures. I got a ton of fun things and think that the kitchen and I will be getting better acquainted. Skylar was definitely the Belle of the day and got passed around like crazy. Everyone is completely in love with her. I don't blame them a bit!!!

The last two days the babies and I have gone to Wild Waters. Yesterday was their first time. They had an absolute blast and were eager to get up this morning and go again. The only time they came out of the water was to eat. And they weren't even finished chewing before they were asking to go back in. I did have them wait a little bit and took that time to lube them up with sun block yet again. I didn't want my babies getting sun burnt. Sethie is still too short to go on the big tube rides, but not Swae. And she ate it up. That sweet girl is a total adrenaline junkie. It's awesome. Skylar was wonderful both days. She looked adorable in her bathing suits. She wasn't so sure about the cool water, but today we sat in the kiddie pool and she didn't mind being splashed or when the waves would come up to almost her chin. She is such a doll. She is just as tired as the other two tonight. I'm looking forward to a good nights sleep.

Tomorrow we have an early morning to get the babies to daycare. And then I will be running around like crazy and getting everything in order for our trip. I am so excited. We leave tomorrow night and will return on Monday afternoon. I can't wait. I think I need to get away. It will be nice to get away from the stress and wedding planning...just everything. I have so much going on that it is no wonder my mind can't focus on one thing for more than three minutes!

Ok, there is a quick update. I will be sure to post pictures when we get back from our wonderful trip. I am making sure my memory card is completely clear. I hope you all have a wonderful weekend and I will catch up with you all when we return!


He And Me + 3 said...

Have a safe and fun time. So glad that the shower went well.
you are not losing your mind. That happens to all moms. I call it mom brain. I forget things all the time. It is like half my brain is missing some days.
I have to make lists to keep me in line.:)
Blame it on Mom brain and you will feel better.

Jiff said...

It's called Mommy Brain. You'll get back to normal eventually. It took me a while, but I'm back to my normal neurotic remembering everything brain. :)

Have fun on your vacation!!!! I'm so excited for all of you!

Megan said...

I lost my mind planning my wedding and I have not been good at remembering anything since. Not to even mention putting Braelyn into that equation. Give yourself some slack! Enjoy your vacation!

Missy Marshmallow said...

I am constantly losing my keys, lip glosses, and mind! I can't remember people's names let alone celebrities names. It is driving me nuts. I hate feeling like I have lost all my marbles.

Stephanie said...

Most importantly you are not failing!!!! You're just have alot on your mind..I do it on a daily basis!

Have a great trip.

Love ya girl!

Jayla'sMommy said...

Have a great trip, you deserve it!!! :))